the mirror.

it's 2:10 pm.

last night, i went to the movies. afterwards, i came back to my friend's house, where i had been staying for a few days, and i went to the bathroom. i took a few looks at me in the mirror, did my business, and came back to the mirror. i stared for a while. i tried to remember a specific time where i'd been in the mirror with someone and realized a lot of things at the same time...

i'm still hanging on to something.

or i'm falling and trying to grab on.

either way, i was smiling at that mirror, reminding myself that i was with someone in a mirror somewhere. i had a fleeting thought about some movie where the person you're thinking of floats on by and stands next to you, just like in your memory.

but that didn't happen.

i envision a lot of delusions like that.